I am what you c. I am a crazy, funny, auntie, emo and stubborn. I look 'dao' at first and blur but when I'm not talking, you better becareful. It doesnt mean I am 'dao' when I dun say Hi, I just dunno what more to say besides Hi.
I love alot of things. I love my parents, my bf and KUROMI. I love most of anything in green and love being easily contented. =)
Thursday, August 30, 2007
How You Are In Love
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You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You tend to give more than take in relationships.
You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.
You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
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3:47 AM
I have bad habits. N one is not updating my blog. n i reali dun update at all till some very sad or very happy things happened. N guess which situation am I in nw?? sad. I think it's just becos of me being so sensitive. I admit it. I always has the tendency to think too much. Things arent that great with Willie now... I get emo for no reasons. Mainly becos I am able to link my thoughts together. I think the main reason y cancerians are able to change the moods within a seconds is becos we love to link our thoughts. From just a simple tissue, we can link back alot of stuff. I dunno hw but i just am able to do it. This is one of the very reason, i can just cry out of no reasons.
Today both of us attended for a course we paid called Exam Smart. I was excited for the course at first, but it turned out badly as the lecture hall was very very cold and I was very sleepy (as I slept late). I was just hopping that the course will end as early as possible. During the tea-break, Willie went to talk to his friend. As I did not wan to disturb them, i waited for his frien to walk away first before talking to Willie. While we were having our drinks outside the LT room, Willie wanted to go back and look for this friend. He say he wanted to tell his frien about the stuff they did during the camp. Then I waited to know more too but he did not want to share. I was very very sad. For me, I always thought that we will be more than normal BGR. We will be together forever. And to sustain that relationship, we need to love each other. To love each another is not simple for long term relationship, I believed that both of us need to be best friends. We will share anything in the world together; sadness, happiness, anything in the world... But I feel that I'm always sharing and he doesnt confide anything to me. I worry that I starting to depend on him. When ever this happens, I will start to try to move away from him. TO make me not depend on him.
3:04 AM
